Sunday 26 April 2009


I wondered if people might like to see what it looks like: this picture has an asbestos fibre taken from a biopsy slide – it’s the elongated dark feature in the bottom right quadrant of the image.

The physical length of the fibre is about one hundredth of a centimetre: the original biopsy slide was enormous (about 20Gb) compared with this little bit.

My lab. does lots of work on pictures of this kind, trying to count things like asbestos fibres automatically. Computationally, the “needle in a haystack” simile comes nowhere near the scale of the task.

There are lots of pictures like this one publically available: but Leeds is an international centre for the advanced study of them.


Roger

Saturday 25 April 2009

More Rhymes

My Grandma taught us this one:

Eeeny Meeny macca-racca
Rare Rye Domma-racca
Ticca-racca
Pomma-racca
Pom
Pom
French


Odd isn't it
Also:

Ibble Obble black bobble
Ibble Obble OUT

I'll keep thinking of more

Cx

playground rhymes

On Wednesday a few of us were trying to remember plyground rhymes from childhood.
Here are a couple I recall:-
In and out the shading bluebels
In and out the shading bluebells,
In and Out the shading bluebells,
I'll be the leader

Tap-arap-arapa on your shoulder
tap-arap-arpa on your shoulder
Tap-arap-arapa on your shoulder
You'll be the leader.
An interesting variation one person added was instead of "In and out the shading bluebells" she remembered singing "In and out the dusty windows" which might be very relevant.

Another skipping game was:-
All in together boys,
Frosty weather boys
O U T spells out.
I'll try and rack my brains for more. Please add the ones you remember.

Maggie (Magpops)

Thursday 23 April 2009

Some Information about Mesothelioma

Thank you everyone for last night's work.
One question that was asked last night about Mesothelioma and how it differs from other cancers.

Mesothelioma:
Usually sudden in onset in previously unusually healthy non-smoking active individuals.
Very shocking because, in women particularly, very unexpected – presents commonly with increasing breathlessness. Frequently, GP thinks ‘chest infection’ and treats with anti-biotics for some weeks and then chest x-ray requested revealing pleural effusion (fluid in the chest cavity) this prompts admission for investigation as to the cause.
The fluid is drained, or aspirated off and biopsies taken from suspicious areas if any can be seen. At this point the breathlessness improves and the patient feels almost back to ‘normal’.
The patient is then likely to be referred to a thoracic surgeon for a ‘VATS’ (Video Assisted Thoracoscopy) this involves a general anaesthetic, a small incision in the chest and video viewing of the chest cavity. Further biopsy material is taken, and then a spray of talcum to the surfaces to cause adherence and obliteration of the space where the fluid collected (this is called a pleurodesis).
When this has been done and the incision healed, radiotherapy is given to the site to try and prevent the mesothelioma from ‘tracking up’ the wound and causing a lump on the site.
When June was diagnosed this was the accepted standard of treatment, it still is, but recently chemotherapy in many forms and with little success is being offered to patients with mesothelioma. Also, very early diagnosed patients may be offered extensive surgery called a ‘pleuro-pneumonectomy’ – this is the removal of the entire lung, part of the diaphragm, the inner linings of the chest wall and around the heart. The five year survival rate for this operation is still very poor. Most of this surgery is done by a very few experienced thoracic surgeons.

How the disease progresses:
The mesothelioma usually starts at the bottom of the lung (more commonly the right lung) and spreads from this point in all directions affecting the surfaces of the organs i.e. the lining round the lung, the diaphragm, the inner chest wall (it may invade the ribs) the heart, the oesophagus and trachea. It may track down past the diaphragm and affect the abdomen. In some cases this is where people get the disease to begin, then called ‘peritoneal mesothelioma’. Depending upon the cell-type (there are aggressive, medium, and slow types – June’s was the slow type) the person may live anything from 4 months to 3 years the average being 8 to 16 months. I think June lived about three years from diagnoses.

Particular problems associated with meso:
1. Pain control can be particularly difficult in a percentage of people. They experience complex pain involving nerve compression or erosion, this often requires expert help to keep control of, as it can be intermittent and very variable. The level of analgesics required for people with meso is on average double that of most other cancer sufferers. June suffered difficult pain problems when her disease was advanced and when she was dying.

2. Breathlessness is common to all sufferers, becoming worse gradually as the disease progresses, until towards the very end they are likely to be unable to get out of a chair or bed without assistance and require 24 hour care.

3. There may be problems with swallowing if the mesothelioma encases the oesophagus. This sometimes requires surgical intervention and the use of stents (not common).

4. If the meso encases the heart muscle is may cause a wildly erratic heart-beat which is itself a life-threatening situation.

Wednesday 22 April 2009

Seven Energy Levels

Loved the session tonight. It was so interesting to see how characters can change using a different energy level.Thanks, Madeleine, for making it so enjoyable. I feel I am really beginning to feel a part of a talented group. I know now we are going to have fun doing this production.
See you all next Wednesday.

Monday 20 April 2009

"Just Breathe"

I thought Saturday was excellent. It’s so amazing that it is actually possible to heal yourself doing not much more than standing correctly and breathing. It was really difficult to keep your mind completely focused on one thing without letting it wonder and it really is astonishing to hear that it can be done for over 6 hours. It has also made me really want to do some martial arts, the thought that you could basically knock someone out using breath and being relaxed sounds so cool!!!! Although I’m sure it takes a lot more hard work and self discipline than that.

It felt great on Saturday at the end when we were all breathing together, it was like we were all in tune with one another, without really knowing anyone either. It really makes excited to think about what we will be able to achieve.

Looking forward to Wednesday.

See you all there.

Alice

Sunday 19 April 2009

What are your feet doing....?

I was buzzing from the rehearsal all last night!
It feels like its really real now, and I agree that last hour was fantastic. The breathing together almost bonds us together as a group I thought, despite not really knowing anyones names yet!

Absolutely LOVE Jason and his "for the rest of your life" no nonsense approach.
I think he must have been quite expensive to hire out, so Thank you Directors!
I have got so much out of his training, on a personal level, and I know I will be using the neutral pose and controlled breathing a lot at work in the future!

Cheers again,
Jo x

Don't Stand Like That!!!!!!

Wow......well I never knew that breathing and standing correctly could be such hard work!!!! I must say though, I did manage to get straight off to sleep last night by using the 4 second breath technique..........or was it the Guinness???!!!!!

.......(breathes in ...2.......3........4......and out ........2........3........4...)

It was very interesting for the last hour, to get a little sneak of how things may take shape, this being my first time involved of anything of this nature. It's surprising to find that, although I'd never heard the word "mesothelioma" prior to Dust, when speaking to my Mum about it, she told me that her best friend's father actually died from it.......and guess where he spent a lot of his life??

Look forward to seeing you all on Wednesday!

Paul

Friday 17 April 2009

Growing up in Armley

Reading the play brought it all back to me, growing up in Armley, spitting distance from the Roberts factory. The factory had closed down by the time I was born, but it was still contaminated, as a child we played there all the time, the yard had open access. There was a field close by where we used to go and pick blackberrys, I remember blowing the dust off them before we ate them. People did used to say "You shouldnt play there its dangerous" but tell a child not to do something, and they do it anyway. I remember when I was a little older, in the summer time. There were two metal silos, just inside the main gates. Me and a friend were playing in them, and he came up with a dare, who could stay in them the longest. He went first, and was not in very long, then it was my turn. I was full of determination to show how much better I was than him. I remember the intense heat, and how hard it was to breath in there, my lungs and chest wracked with pain. When I came out, it took me five or ten minutes to recover, the things we do as children. It wasnt till I got older that I realised the implications of playing there, and just living there. My mun and dad used to tell me off for smoking, I used to say whats the point, the chances are Im going to die from an Asbestos related disease. I have had many friends die from being in the factory or playing near it, its like a loaded gun with a bullit with my name on it, and its the not knowing when it will happen, but knowing it will.

Useful Websites

Here are some websites to have a look at:

http://www.asbestosforum.org/

http://www.hse.gov.uk/asbestos/hiddenkiller/index.htm

http://www.junehancockfund.org/

http://www.mesotheliomainternational.org/

If anyone has anymore useful sites please post them on the blog.

Chris x

Site Specific Venue


Here is an image of the site specific venue we're hoping to perform in for the I Love West Leeds Festival performance. Obviously there's a lot of work to do on the venue but I thought you might like a sneak-peek.

Chris x

Welcome

Hello everyone and welcome to the Dust Blog.

The blog is here to enable all participants in the project to record their thoughts and feelings about the project between rehearsals. We hope it will become a useful record of the process of making this show together.

Please feel free to comment on any part of the project as it develops but here are some ideas to get you started:

1. What were your feelings after the audition? What exercises did you particularly enjoy?
2. What are your expectations about the project?
3. What skills do you hope to develop during this process?
4. Did the session with Russel and Kimberly give you some useful context for the piece?
5. Are you apprehensive about any part of the process?
6. What are you looking forward to?
7. What have you enjoyed so far?

I look forward to reading your comments over the coming weeks

Chris x